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Innervate

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My flesh is numbed by a dull, sorrowful ache;
A ringing, a reverberation of long-healed wounds.
Simple echoes of acute pain and suffering,
Muddled by and melded with agitation.

The vibration is constant, unending;
Spurred on by volatile worries.
The signal is utterly lost in the noise;
The words blur together and stain the page.

My nerves are frayed by the ever-present buzzing.
Droning, irreverent, incoherent wisps of thought;
They become moths to the flame of my anxiety,
Devouring my life's tapestry, leaving it ragged;
Riddled with weeping holes; and threadbare.

The white noise and the dreary, bleak darkness
Mix and mingle to form a seeping, grey sludge
Which drains into my empty skin and hollow bones.
It fills me with foreign energy; a morbid animation
Which approaches a state that might be called 'alive'. 

The numbness is overwhelming.
So I ask of you only one thing:
Innervate, release me from this
Barren expanse of nothingness.

Stimulate my senses, give me
That jolt of life, that cold rush;
Dig the tendrils deep into my flesh,
So that it might feel once more
The soft embrace of friendship.
The titular word for this poem popped up into my head, for some reason, followed by what I think is a pretty good concept (which is, obviously, explored in the poem), so I figured it needed to be written.

This piece details what I often feel like in periods of drawn out, mid level anxiety. The word "Innervate" means to supply an organ or tissue with nerves, which are the type of cells that communicate to the brain certain signals, which ultimately, when interpreted, constitute our senses. They also tell other cells what to do (muscle cells, for example, contract when signalled appropriately by a neuron), and are actually the same sort of cell which make up our brains themselves.

This is the first time I've done this, but I'd like to dedicate this poem to my best friend MissSoarrow, both for being basically what I picture within the last line of the poem, and for being one of the few people in the world who can make me feel genuinely happy, and break the numbness for a little while.
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KalineReine's avatar
Wow... I am in awe. :wow: This is just so beautiful. :love: